小小齊的小小窩

<Make it Without You> from Andrew Belle.

This is the starting of my greatest fear
I'm all packed up, getting out of here
But then you call and tell me not to go
That I'm the one who put the rock n roll
In your life

This is the starting of a brand new day
Never liked this town much anyway
I need this city like I need the rain
I know that somewhere there's a north bound train

Oh I'll
Make it without you
Make it without you
Though my body's laying here
It's my mouth that must be lying now

This is the starting of my fall from grace
My self esteem, oh it's seen better days
But you know I'll never let this go to waste
I'll keep this memory on the map I trace
Back to home

Friends go out, but I've been staying in
I know I should, but that's the way it's been
I never cared much for the taste of gin
Still don't now, oh, but it's been helping

Oh I'll
Make it without you
In my life
Oh I'll make it without you
Though my body's laying here
It's my mouth that must be lying now
It's my mouth that must be lying now

Oh I
Oh I'll make it without you
Oh I
Oh I'll make it without you
Oh I
Oh I'll make it without you!

Though my body's laying here
It's my mouth that must be lying now

**

The song was played in the first time in a heart-broken break-up scene in Grey's Anatomy.
I didn't very get into that scene actually, but the melody kept lingering in my mind.

I just packed all my letters, cards and notes of 2010 and 2011 today.
Just like the song say "All packde up."

Then I found a piece of wrinkle and folded paper among all letters of 2011.
It's a A4 size of white paper fulled of blue-color pen writing on both side.
I still remembered the day I read the letter, even that was not really for me.
I read it today again, and suddenly get something which has been a little late.

I'm sorry for being too late.
The only thing I've paid was a chance.

Life is a drama when everything is perfect without missing or losing anything.
I know that.

It's Sep. 1st, 2013.
That piece of paper without signiture and date was put in the bag with the tag of year 2011.
I know that one day I'll forget, we all forget.

Life goes on, and so do we.